I’ve spent every single day and night this summer with Jesse . This morning him and I woke up and we had to finish packing and then he had to leave. Being with him every second of this summer and then today everything changed..now knowing that it’s going to be every few weekends to months before I can see him with him being in college and playing baseball, kills me. I had to suck it up and put on my big girl pants and hold back my mental breakdown all day today. He’s been my everything and it’s crazy how close we’ve became and how much we’ve gone through this summer. This is the first night I’m sleeping alone is so long